A coming of age story about love, loss and the daily struggles of being a wallflower.
Charlie was an amazing narrator, someone which broke in to our hearts and ripped them apart by his sweetness, innocence and pain. By the end, he had fixed them all and left a goofy grin on our faces.
A conversation in my head after reading this book.
Me: I am not sure what to feel right now. This book was too overwhelming, yet light.
Mind: You are being quiet contradictory.
Me: No shit, logical. But I have mixed emotions. This book was amazing altogether with touching quotes and a wonderful depiction of the feelings of loss of loved ones.
Mind: True, you be. I really loved the scene where Charlie read out Micheal's poem (Don't look at me like that, everyone knows it was Micheal's poem) and told them that he didn't know who wrote it.
Me: That was heart crushing. I think Charlie knew deep down in his heart that it was Micheal. The poem implied that. It was amazing, just by the way.
Mind: Of course the poem was amazing. That's why you stared at it like you found gold. And please keep your theories to yourself.
Me: Scoffs. Poems have more value to me than gold. And I did not stare at my tablet screen like it was gold. AND the theory is quite amazing and makes sense.
Mind: Yes, you did. Oh and if you had gold you could buy anything you wanted. Including chocolates and books. The theory isn't amazing. It's shit. Just imagine. Your best friend dies.
Me: You may just have a point there, logical. I love chocolates and books. Oh and God forbid, my best friend dies. I can't live a happy life without her.
Mind: Shut up with the lovey dovey stuff. Usually you just fight with her. Idiot.
Me: Okay, okay. Continue.
Mind: So she commits suicide and leaves back a poem. Would you want to read it to all the other people? Would you want to share it and ask other people who wrote it? Just to relive the pain?
Me: Surrenders. Fine. Whatever you say.
Mind: Smirks. Bows to (non existent) audience. I hope you found our conversation entertaining. Cheers! Happy Reading, fellas!
Quotes that I loved from the book:
And in that moment, I swear we were infinite. Most. Awesome. Line. Ever.
We accept the love we think we deserve. That is some deep shit. And I love it.
So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.
Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody.
There's nothing like deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons.
I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won't tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn't change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn't really change the fact that you have what you have.
I don’t know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
Enjoy it. Because it's happening.
And my favorite of all time:
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