One day

One day. 
One day I am going to wash away all my sins. I will cleanse myself of them and I will feel the unimaginable relief as their razor sharp ends are removed from my skin. 
One day.
One day I will chase away all my fears. I will feel the sweet relish of freedom as they free me from their imprisonment. I will finally release myself from tears that rolled down my cheeks for their sake.
One day. 
One day I will show the world how wrong it was. I will reach to the top of the mountain, triumphant and valiant. I will flick their doubts away in the matter of a second. And then I will wait for their much anticipated applause. 
One day. 
One day I will exempt the world of the tight grip on it that all the wrong people hold. I will slowly lift all the villain's fingers and I will enlighten them with my malevolence. I will show them the true essence of the pain they cajoled gently in me. I will show them what I was told by them. 
One day. 
One very fortunate day.
My pains will go away.
So will the old me.
And in her place will emerge. 
A more sophisticated human being.